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Evolve So many people are trying to understand,
I'm a different species,
A whole new breed.
My DNA has been modified many times over,
Pain and passion has turned my heart a lovely shade of gray,
Hard and stone cold,
Has anyone thought to check my brain?
I fear I've lost my mind and I cannot find it again..
But maybe it just wasn't meant to be.
Faded and worn it just fell right through.
Maybe I'm the reason why I'm afraid to fly,
Am I my own reason why I'm causing myself to die?
I'm a fish in water, who doesn't know how to swim,
And I'm choking,
And I'm dying,
I need to evolve.
I am a new species,
A whole other breed,
I'm what you get when you evolve,
When you evolve further into you
Devil Games and Captivation You captivated me with just a simple smile,
A smile so cold and so evil.
You are dark,
Darker than nothing at all.
But when you kiss,
There is something there that nobody else has,
When you stare around they pierce every single thing they look at.
No matter how cold you really are,
It's still there,
You still kiss with a white hot passion.
And I'm almost positive it will burn me to the core.
You're still enticing,
Mysterious and strange,
Constantly full of lies.
I can see it within you.
There is something there that only I can explore.
You shut me out.
Then you let me in,
You and your devilish games.
And you never tell me if I win or lose,
Or what exactly the prize is.
Yet you and I
Insanity That man who put his hands on the woman,
And he struck her down,
She cheated on him.
And she cheated on him because he hit her.
And he hit her because she cheated on him.
It's an infinite loop,
And I don't know where it began.
There's a woman,
With an axe in her hands,
Who loves nothing more than the splurts of blood on her face,
Her victims die young.
Younger than three.
She lost her child when he was two.
To a man, who like to kill too.
The police officer is a bad cop,
But only to another race,
If you were his color,
He'd let you escape in a high speed chase.
But maybe it wasn't his choice.
Losing You I'm trying not to lose you,
As you call my name,
But I refuse to hear you,
To me you're just another face.
But I did what I didn't want to do,
I stayed right beside you.
I listen to your complains,
I tried to heal you.
Your heart is aching from fear of losing,
But you can't lose what you don't have.
Yet you refuse to see that.
You made me do what I didn't want,
Because I'm scared of it too,
I don't want to lose you.
And every time I fall for you,
At the last second you move out of the way,
To make me fall and land on my face.
But I won't lose you,
I'm helping you cope through the pain that's hurting you.
But what's hurting you,
Is killing me.
Untitled Is this the end?
Is this the end of everything?
The relationship you lied to me and said we had.
How could you do that?
Just lie to my face?
They were mistakes I never wanted you to make.
And I won't question you.
It was never like me too,
But it just won't stop,
A constant battle fought.
What have we become?
Silently disgracing one another and hiding from our shame.
Let's take a moment,
And try and escape from out demons.
Yours will never forget previous heartache.
Mine would probably rip out your skin from the inside.
So, for a moment,
Let's pretend to be human,
We found one another,
And we're so separate and apart,
But our demons match up.
I'm afraid How impossible is it for me to tell you just how I feel,
When I don't know my own emotions..
When not even I know how I feel?
I am afraid.
Afraid of the future,
I'm afraid to die,
And I'm afraid of what I just might feel for you.
Fear over Love It's better to be feared than loved,
I'm so stupid - I almost forgot.
There will be times when you can only want to destroy,
You can only watch what you built up,
Come crashing to the ground,
And you are all alone again.
But then there are the times,
When one needs a companion.
Heed my words,
We both live a life much too lonely,
Yet it is for the best,
Because if we were to greet them and be with them,
We'd only get too attached.
You'd have to suffer,
And I'd rather die,
Because I'm stuck on repeat.
I become too attached,
Too filled up with what love feels like,
And I forget that it is better to be feared than loved,
Because you don't
Sun and Moon You are my moon and my sun,
Everyday you rise as the sun,
And I hate it,
Because you outshine me.
But I also love it,
Yet when the sun sets,
And the moon begins to shine bright,
You become someone else entirely.
You act so mysterious and dark,
And you look like a prince,
A prince of Hell and Darkness.
You're a warrior of many unseen battles,
I wish you'd let me hear about them all.
Would you listen to my words?
And you never will.
I'm counting my sins 1, 2
I'm counting my sins,
I might enjoy it more if I was stabbed by pins,
I need help - I'm not me today,
I feel as if I'm literally starting to decay,
Higher and higher it seems to go,
How much more do I need to know?
Make it stop,
It's all your fault,
Perhaps its also mine,
You told me I'm the reason why you had to die,
Please, let the list be done,
This list has only just begun.
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