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Evolve So many people are trying to understand,
I'm a different species,
A whole new breed.
My DNA has been modified many times over,
Pain and passion has turned my heart a lovely shade of gray,
Hard and stone cold,
Has anyone thought to check my brain?
I fear I've lost my mind and I cannot find it again..
But maybe it just wasn't meant to be.
Faded and worn it just fell right through.
Maybe I'm the reason why I'm afraid to fly,
Am I my own reason why I'm causing myself to die?
I'm a fish in water, who doesn't know how to swim,
And I'm choking,
And I'm dying,
I need to evolve.
I am a new species,
A whole other breed,
I'm what you get when you evolve,
When you evolve further into you
You Decide (A Short Story) "Naomi!" Naomi swirled her head around to see her best friend Clyde running towards her with a brilliant grin on his face. She grinned and threw down the flowers she was picking. As they raced towards each other, arms out to hug each other, Naomi stuck out her foot and tripped Clyde, sending him tumbling to the ground in a laughing heap.
He laid on the ground for a moment then pulled on the hem of the dress Naomi was wearing to get her to join him on the grass. She collapsed next to him and they laid there together on the green grass, staring up at the cloudy sky, that one summer afternoon.
That one summer afternoon, that would change everything.
"You've gotten a lot taller." Clyde said quietly, almost to himself. It had been almost three years since Naomi's family had moved, but now they were back, and here to stay. "I missed having your annoying self around Naomi. There was nobody here to play with, out here being so far away from town."
Naomi rolled over to sit on her butt
Insanity That man who put his hands on the woman,
And he struck her down,
She cheated on him.
And she cheated on him because he hit her.
And he hit her because she cheated on him.
It's an infinite loop,
And I don't know where it began.
There's a woman,
With an axe in her hands,
Who loves nothing more than the splurts of blood on her face,
Her victims die young.
Younger than three.
She lost her child when he was two.
To a man, who like to kill too.
The police officer is a bad cop,
But only to another race,
If you were his color,
He'd let you escape in a high speed chase.
But maybe it wasn't his choice.
Losing You I'm trying not to lose you,
As you call my name,
But I refuse to hear you,
To me you're just another face.
But I did what I didn't want to do,
I stayed right beside you.
I listen to your complains,
I tried to heal you.
Your heart is aching from fear of losing,
But you can't lose what you don't have.
Yet you refuse to see that.
You made me do what I didn't want,
Because I'm scared of it too,
I don't want to lose you.
And every time I fall for you,
At the last second you move out of the way,
To make me fall and land on my face.
But I won't lose you,
I'm helping you cope through the pain that's hurting you.
But what's hurting you,
Is killing me.
I'm afraid How impossible is it for me to tell you just how I feel,
When I don't know my own emotions..
When not even I know how I feel?
I am afraid.
Afraid of the future,
I'm afraid to die,
And I'm afraid of what I just might feel for you.
Devil Games and Captivation You captivated me with just a simple smile,
A smile so cold and so evil.
You are dark,
Darker than nothing at all.
But when you kiss,
There is something there that nobody else has,
When you stare around they pierce every single thing they look at.
No matter how cold you really are,
It's still there,
You still kiss with a white hot passion.
And I'm almost positive it will burn me to the core.
You're still enticing,
Mysterious and strange,
Constantly full of lies.
I can see it within you.
There is something there that only I can explore.
You shut me out.
Then you let me in,
You and your devilish games.
And you never tell me if I win or lose,
Or what exactly the prize is.
Yet you and I
Sun and Moon You are my moon and my sun,
Everyday you rise as the sun,
And I hate it,
Because you outshine me.
But I also love it,
Yet when the sun sets,
And the moon begins to shine bright,
You become someone else entirely.
You act so mysterious and dark,
And you look like a prince,
A prince of Hell and Darkness.
You're a warrior of many unseen battles,
I wish you'd let me hear about them all.
Would you listen to my words?
And you never will.
Fear over Love It's better to be feared than loved,
I'm so stupid - I almost forgot.
There will be times when you can only want to destroy,
You can only watch what you built up,
Come crashing to the ground,
And you are all alone again.
But then there are the times,
When one needs a companion.
Heed my words,
We both live a life much too lonely,
Yet it is for the best,
Because if we were to greet them and be with them,
We'd only get too attached.
You'd have to suffer,
And I'd rather die,
Because I'm stuck on repeat.
I become too attached,
Too filled up with what love feels like,
And I forget that it is better to be feared than loved,
Because you don't
Conffesions I'm writing this to express my opinions to everyone.
Mom and Dad and sister, you all first. Mom, Dad, you all wanted to give me and Sis the life you both never had. I respect that. You do more for us than you have to. Thanks. But seriously, get off my case about being who I am. It's starting to make me hate you more.
Demon, I love you. In all honesty. It hurt when you left and it still does. We had so many fun times together, and so many memories. I could never replace you and I want you to know that. You hold a special place forever and ever. I wonder where you are now though. I mean, we both know you didn't make it to Heaven or Nirvana or whatever the hell it is. You went where the bad ones go, I'm sorry. You know it, its why you accepted the name Demon.
Family. I appreciate you all. But most of you are ignorant, judgy assholes. I have never met another family as stuck up with their heads up their asses as you all. You don't accept people for who they a
The IncidentThe Incident
A time of distrust, and of hurt
Of shame and guilt
Worried people turned to clams, shut faster than the speed of light
To close the wounds of the knifes being welded
The knife of jealous, the knife of anxiety, and the knife of guilt
The knife of betrayal...
The Knife of Distrust
The knife of confusion.
The wounds long and deep, bleeding out the sorrow and pain
Refusing to heal
With the salt of tears flowing in
Reminiscing the pain felt upon troubled hearts.
With the scabs and scars serving as constant reminders of the wounds inflicted.
Protecting the heart but refusing any help to avoid the pain again.
Just wishing it would all go away.
Shutting out the world and it's troubles with make believe stories.
Fantasizing everything was alright and there was no need to communicate and repair.
Turning a stubborn eye to the hands reaching out in guidance.
Protecting prideful ambitions
Because it's the only thing they know
Maintaining the walls around them, blind to the world outsid
Eating away at the substance of my existence
Owned by a stranger who doesn't know who I am
Undermining the platform I've been standing on
Till I'm hanging on the edge, with no way out
I cry for help, but the poison eats my words
Turning them into excuses that further deteriorate my sanity
As the strange poison keeps eating, always voracious
I've been infected and it's tearing me apart.
As it blinds with eyes wide open
The distorted image appears
Of the injector of the poison
And a single gasp is heard
The face is recognizable, but unsettling.
The person who swore never to hurt
Caught red handed with the needle
Breaks the spirit and the mind
The torture continues till nothingness comes
All that is real is the numbness within
No more pain, no more hurt
No more joy, no more heart.
Addicted to painShe sits curled up in her bed, shivering, back against the wall. Her eyes are restless, shaking hands absently caressing her wrists. Pictures of razors and blood running through her mind, as she longs so desperately for her morphine, her emptiness.
You might find pain uncomfortable and hurtful, and so it might occur unbelievable to you, that someone can be so addicted to it. But what you don't know, is that pain didn't show her its real face, before it was too late. Before she trusted it too much to turn her back on it. Before she was too addicted to destroy it. It was her only ally, the one that held her hand through the darkest times, and gently wiped away her tears. But Pain is a jealous lover, and it didn't let anyone else get near to her. It seduced her, with comforting words, to tell it her darkest secrets, to let it into her heart. And then, when she was vulnerable and alone, it attacked her where she is weakest. She felt the soft kiss of its deadly, ice-cold lips, and knew in h
BuddyI just want to scream,
I just want to yell your name...
But you won't know...
& You don't care.
Help me understand,
Why you don't know why I feel this way.
Tell me why I hate you but love you so much.
Tell me why the filth and negativity you put inside of me feeds me.
I need to know why everything is going slow...
But you're not there.
You're using me...
To find something to occupy your time,
And your hurt and your pain...
But one day its going to rain,
And the storm is going to take you away.
Today I realized just everything I meant to you.
I realized that i'm not worth it...
I realized that anguish and torment I had inside of me,
Was thinking about you.
Don't even cry...
When I decide,
Then you'll realize....
That I cannot trust.
My connection is broken.
My connection is dead.
Suffer Like MeYou killed me,
I killed you.
I guess we are the same.
I think about you,
But you don't think about me.
I guess things aren't meant to be.
I'll walk away,
And force the thought in my head....
That we were never even something from the beginning.
But the beginning was really the end.
Long Gone and PastI met a girl once, long ago
She smiled at me and freed my soul.
Took my hand through liquid glass
and taught me how to see the stars.
Divorce"I want a divorce" I said. "No, there's nothing wrong with you, you're beautiful and a gift and all, but we can't get along. I just don't think we're right together." Life didn't respond.
Master of PuppetsShe's losing her mind, becoming insane, as he destroys every piece of who she is. Poisoned words whis-pered into her mind, toxic little lies seeping into her veins, pumping fear right into her broken heart - he is the source of her self destruction. But she can't cut the ropes tying her to him, she's too dedicated to the way he's killing her. She tries to escape but falls to her knees, crawling towards him, as he quietly whispers "Obey your master". He is twisting her mind and smashing her dreams, crushing her from the inside out. She is lost, nothing but a puppet on a lonely string. And he is her puppet master.
I'm counting my sins 1, 2
I'm counting my sins,
I might enjoy it more if I was stabbed by pins,
I need help - I'm not me today,
I feel as if I'm literally starting to decay,
Higher and higher it seems to go,
How much more do I need to know?
Make it stop,
It's all your fault,
Perhaps its also mine,
You told me I'm the reason why you had to die,
Please, let the list be done,
This list has only just begun.
Dreams of realityA pair of eyes;
Open and stare through the lights,
Into the darkness of doom.
And yet they smile,
Yet they smile.
A drop of tear;
Seeps through the garden of death;
Falls to the mortal soil.
Dreams and desires will blend again,
To render the roses alive.
I am floating through a vision.
Like ripples, floating through the pond of life.
Can reality be so real?
Let me drown again,
Into the silence of familiar noise.
As I wander through the lanes of reason and passion.
The flame of hope burns bright,
Drenched in the colors of freedom.
So let my dreams unravel my soul,
As darkness fades away;
And let mortality draw me closer to destiny.
As these pair of eyes,
Open to stare through the lights again.
Is this reality?
Can reality be so real?
Time passes by, as the eyes keep staring;
Staring at the distant lights;
Staring beyond the distant skies.
What do they see?
What do they long?
What do they desire?
Then the skies will break down;
White lightning striking the dreamy clouds.
Moments will tur
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