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Untitled Is this the end?
Is this the end of everything?
The relationship you lied to me and said we had.
How could you do that?
Just lie to my face?
They were mistakes I never wanted you to make.
And I won't question you.
It was never like me too,
But it just won't stop,
A constant battle fought.
What have we become?
Silently disgracing one another and hiding from our shame.
Let's take a moment,
And try and escape from out demons.
Yours will never forget previous heartache.
Mine would probably rip out your skin from the inside.
So, for a moment,
Let's pretend to be human,
We found one another,
And we're so separate and apart,
But our demons match up.
Insanity That man who put his hands on the woman,
And he struck her down,
She cheated on him.
And she cheated on him because he hit her.
And he hit her because she cheated on him.
It's an infinite loop,
And I don't know where it began.
There's a woman,
With an axe in her hands,
Who loves nothing more than the splurts of blood on her face,
Her victims die young.
Younger than three.
She lost her child when he was two.
To a man, who like to kill too.
The police officer is a bad cop,
But only to another race,
If you were his color,
He'd let you escape in a high speed chase.
But maybe it wasn't his choice.
I'm counting my sins 1, 2
I'm counting my sins,
I might enjoy it more if I was stabbed by pins,
I need help - I'm not me today,
I feel as if I'm literally starting to decay,
Higher and higher it seems to go,
How much more do I need to know?
Make it stop,
It's all your fault,
Perhaps its also mine,
You told me I'm the reason why you had to die,
Please, let the list be done,
This list has only just begun.
Shattered Mirror Oh no,
Here we go again.
I'm falling asleep to the sound of your voice,
Yet again you've bored me to sleep.
And now look at you.
I can see it in your eyes,
The way you cry those tears at night,
You want this to last,
And repair the broken shatters of the mirror the was.
Let me tell you a thing or two,
There's nothing you can do,
So when I say that we're dead and done,
Don't go crying -- it's not a lie.
I was in the wrong,
But so are you.
Again with all these lies?
You're leading me right into insanity.
How did we get here?
How can we fix the everything-has-fallen-apart?
In a perfect world,
We'd both be happy and living forever,
Yet this still happened.
Unnoticed The name you go by is quite the opposite of what you make me do,
You claim to make people cry and sob,
But your voice only makes me smile.
I know I don't know you,
Like everyone else I blend into the background.
But I wish just once,
Just once you would notice me,
So I could feel special.
But you don't -- you can't.
How could you?
You don't know me,
But I feel like I know you.
We have so much in common,
But we're worlds apart.
Everyone loves you,
And nobody knows me.
You don't know me.
But I know you.
Sleep, Demon Boy. I'd never thought I'd end up missing you,
Stupid smiles with the little things you used to do,
You left me regretting the last words I spoke to you.
No doubt you regretted yours too.
But fact is no matter what we say,
The problem was both our parts to play.
But how can I attempt to put you to sleep?
When I fear all you would do is weep and weep.
So don't regret the words last spoken,
Our bonds forever remain unbroken.
There's nothing here that can ever erase,
There's nothing wrong that's out of place.
I won't be reminded.
I refuse to let either of us remain blinded.
Evolve So many people are trying to understand,
I'm a different species,
A whole new breed.
My DNA has been modified many times over,
Pain and passion has turned my heart a lovely shade of gray,
Hard and stone cold,
Has anyone thought to check my brain?
I fear I've lost my mind and I cannot find it again..
But maybe it just wasn't meant to be.
Faded and worn it just fell right through.
Maybe I'm the reason why I'm afraid to fly,
Am I my own reason why I'm causing myself to die?
I'm a fish in water, who doesn't know how to swim,
And I'm choking,
And I'm dying,
I need to evolve.
I am a new species,
A whole other breed,
I'm what you get when you evolve,
When you evolve further into you
Sun and Moon You are my moon and my sun,
Everyday you rise as the sun,
And I hate it,
Because you outshine me.
But I also love it,
Yet when the sun sets,
And the moon begins to shine bright,
You become someone else entirely.
You act so mysterious and dark,
And you look like a prince,
A prince of Hell and Darkness.
You're a warrior of many unseen battles,
I wish you'd let me hear about them all.
Would you listen to my words?
And you never will.
Fear over Love It's better to be feared than loved,
I'm so stupid - I almost forgot.
There will be times when you can only want to destroy,
You can only watch what you built up,
Come crashing to the ground,
And you are all alone again.
But then there are the times,
When one needs a companion.
Heed my words,
We both live a life much too lonely,
Yet it is for the best,
Because if we were to greet them and be with them,
We'd only get too attached.
You'd have to suffer,
And I'd rather die,
Because I'm stuck on repeat.
I become too attached,
Too filled up with what love feels like,
And I forget that it is better to be feared than loved,
Because you don't
She Gave Up on LoveShe gave up on love
Threw it all away
Pretended to smile
But it wasn’t the same
People stared at her
Asked if she was okay
But it didn’t matter
All her feelings felt the same
She could feel nothing
And everything all at once
Sometimes the pain
Only felt like a plus
She lost all control
Of the life she once knew
So she tried to spare the change
Where the change was due
She let go of things
That were holding her back
Started to write as a hobby
A talent she didn’t lack
She woke up one morning
And knew everything was okay
For Time can heal all
If you wish it that way
And she smiles through the night
Watching the stars swallow the sky
A little happiness is worth more
Than anything money can buy
The Lovely VoidThis shall be the last saga,
The last song if you will
Of a denied love by fate,
For which I still lucklessly cling to.
I shall release you tonight
And find myself wandering the void once again.
The song must end,
For nothing else can be done.
I seldom speak of you,
For a small piece of me falls every time I do.
Feel no pity for I;
I deserve it not nor want it.
I shall sing this last song,
And let the song of sorrow drift away from my ears.
I shall admit,
There are few I would consider speaking with,
Fewer that I would want to give my all to.
There are few that I would hold when they are sad,
Few whose tears that I would catch in my hands when they fell,
Few in whose arms I’d embrace,
Few whose hearts I’d warm with my love,
Few whom I would cuddle and laugh with all night long,
Few whom I would make feel like they were the only one in this world;
Apart from all the others,
Unique and irreplaceable.
True would I be to her,
The one who I would be with,
Faithful and dedicated,
Skin DeepI never know what to say
So I let my skin speak words
My bruised, dead lips
Can not convey
From battles old as time
I wear them proudly
Warning flag bright as fire
Where the blade kissed my skin
From when I stooped too low
Bleeding out insecurities and troubles
The shy girl hibernating inside her comfort zone
Too scared to come out
Blue-purple splotches littered everywhere
From a life not so easy as it seems
And Daddy's anger
My words are jumbled
So read my skin
They tell the truth
Expose the sins
Slience is blissSlience is bliss.
It is brought upon by happiness
and in the heartfelt moments and embaraces.
When a loved one is held in tenderness,
Silence captures the moment
and the love is felt.
When lovers kiss
and the tears of joy flow,
Silence is there and there is no better love to show.
Even when loved ones are lost,
listening to silence brings the past back to life.
When a simple glance brings a smile,
silence is achieved and love is won.
Silence is bliss.
The HolocaustMy mind can't fathom, how this could of possibly happened 80 years ago from this very instant. It disgusts me beyond words, it makes me physically sick and I feel an immense sadness, knowing this is part of human history.
How can there be people like this, as disturbing as it is to think of, they do still exist, just as they did a few years back. We are the only species that kills our own for nothing other than the self-proclaimed, sanctimonious pieces of shit ––that are so blinded by their own virtuous lapse, they fail to see love.
How could people have been that way, how could they have been so controlled by a notion, how could they have been so cold and heartless; to obliterate so much of humanity, along with morality.
War itself is all wrong, fighting for peace is a parody & a pathetic attempt to control and conquer, something that belongs to absolutely no-one. An elimination of a group of people because of any reason, is too fucking unbearable for me, and honestly incr
Worth the wait.Aren't we all living in search of something worth dying for?
Living trying to find something happy to die doing?
To be at our most alive, when it comes the time, to leave this earth?
© Rocio Belinda Mendez
I'll Never Love AgainI remember when I first saw you
Sitting by the ocean's bay
There was no words that could describe you
"Perfect" was all I thought to say
But you were so much more than just "perfect"
It was like you were cut right out of my dreams
A rollercoaster of emotions
My heartbeat started turning into screams
I can't believe you used to make me feel so happy
So much that everyday felt like my heart was having an attack
I can't believe a heart can beat so much
I wish that I could have those moments back
Everything was going great
But chasing dreams was really tough
It was so hard to stay on course
Who would of thought that love just wasn't enough
And I've been trying to move on
Ever since I lost you
But the problem is that I love you still
I've got no hope..
Because I always will
So I don't think
That I'll ever love again
I'd just get hurt
And It's way too much pain
I've got nothing more to gain
there's no other girl
Who'll make me feel the same
Who can make me shiver
With the way she says my nam
Why.Why am I the only one in pain ?
Why do I always get the blame ?
I know I do everything wrong,
But i’m trying my hardest to stay strong.
Why can’t these feelings just go away ?
It keeps haunting me day by day.
Id like to tell a storyI'd Like To Tell a Story...
I'd like to tell a story
About someone I used to know.
Just a little something
That happened long ago.
It's not something of legend
Or of greek mythology
But just a sad little tale
Kept in my memory.
The first thing I remember
Are her brilliant green eyes
And the way they used to shine
Even on the dullest of nights.
Then there's her firey hair
That cascaded into curls.
And her snowy face and freckled cheeks...
She was a very pretty girl.
But sadly she didn't think so
Due to the words which others said.
The evil comments and snide remarks
Soon polluted the poor girl's head.
Days went by and it grew worse
I'd find bruises on her skin.
She'd cry when I'd confront her
And she'd say it was nothing.
Her chair at school stayed empty
For days and weeks on end
She'd stay at home, all alone
And pray her heart would mend.
Then one day I got a phonecall
It was her mother on the line.
"I've got something to tell you..."
And then she began to cry.
You see pe
Devil Games and Captivation You captivated me with just a simple smile,
A smile so cold and so evil.
You are dark,
Darker than nothing at all.
But when you kiss,
There is something there that nobody else has,
When you stare around they pierce every single thing they look at.
No matter how cold you really are,
It's still there,
You still kiss with a white hot passion.
And I'm almost positive it will burn me to the core.
You're still enticing,
Mysterious and strange,
Constantly full of lies.
I can see it within you.
There is something there that only I can explore.
You shut me out.
Then you let me in,
You and your devilish games.
And you never tell me if I win or lose,
Or what exactly the prize is.
Yet you and I
[transmissions of a dead girl]i am the
moon: i am
the silver pill
to weigh down
into leaden eyes--
i am the
of the dark.
the stars are
all dead in their
you'll be safe, dear,
as i am the moon,
with all of your
(i am good bye and yet,
you think only of romantic
i am the moon.
i am the crescent
and dead altogether,
i still die.
All Here For A ReasonI turned onto a shady, well-manicured driveway that, for all intents and purposes, looked harmless enough. Maple trees lined both sides of the street, and a parade of Canadian geese marched across the road to a wide duck pond with a flamboyant fountain. There were blooming crepe myrtles and rose-of-sharons, and as I grew closer to my destination, neatly trimmed gardens with neatly trimmed bushes.
I stopped to let the geese pass. They looked at me; one hissed. I honked my horn and moved around them.
At the end of the road sat a collection of grayish buildings and a number of signs directing me to the appropriate parking lot. "Welcome to Ten Creeks Hospital," said one of them. "Please enjoy your stay." I parked in the visitor's lot. Surely I wouldn't be staying.
I was shaking when I got out of my car. I had spent the morning getting high. One foot in front of the other, flip-flop noises, hot sidewalk. Mulberry and magnolia trees, freshly shaved grass. A bench and pan for smokers. A set o
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